wellp time to start wordpress over :/

it seems that i’ve ben thinking all this time i finlaly got rid of all the crap that had to do with the horrible name i can’t unbare to hear which starts witha g u all know what i mean and it turns out that i have no way to delete some comments that i’ve made and means that those are stuck here forever so im going to start a new wordpress acount adn in this one ull ind everything about MY life now as the happiest human being alive ^D^ ok? now ill make a new blog and pass on any things from this one i might need mk ? read on ^D^ i dont wnant any signs of that whore ANYWHERE ok?

Journal Entry #2: Her by Him

Stephanie Gomez <3 – My love, My life, My wife
I love you and always will.. my Stephy :3 <3

who’s this girl?
This girl is my wife :3
This girl is a special girl
She can control my heart beat
Seeing her speeds it up,
Kissing her speeds it up,
holding her speeds it up,
when she is mad at me,
my heart gives me a bad feeling.
When she’s sad my heart slows down
I’d give anything to save her
I love how much she cares,
how adorable she is,
how funny she is,
how sweet, nice, beautiful, amazing, she is
How deep she can write,
How well she can sing,
How she seems to do everything perfect.
No matter what she says i’ll never
think different about her…
She’ll always be my sexiutiful, princess,
honey, mon femme, honey bun, my cutie
pie, my life, my love, my…
Everything

Whoever can’t see the amazing side of you…is obviously blind :3

no one will ever love you like me…

It hurts me to see her in pain

I could stare into your eyes for hours and never get bored…

I already feel like we’re married so i don’t wanna wait much longer <3

I’ll always be here for you, you can trust me :3 <3

Our Journal (Me and Stephie) Journal Entry #1: Him by Her <3

Ilovehim C: -> Emilio Trevino <3 <- My Life

by: Steph C:

What I love about him – how much he cares, the way he looks at me, how his lips feel on mine, his laughter, his smile, how his arms feel around me, the way he understands me. How he doesn’t judge me,. How I can be me with him <3

What I Would Change?

- Nothing at all, I love him just the way he is <3

11.22.10 <3

11.22.10

Iloveyou

(and then there’s a little stick figure drawing of us but i’ll post it later so you guys can see :3 )

P.S: readers ill be posting more of our entries from now on cause i’m back DD hope u all enjoy

sorry readers :/

hey i’m back to remind you that i’m still alive

sorry i haven’t been posting anymore thingies lately but it’s just i’ve been busy but hey imma tell you all about the great way me adn my stephy celebrated our two month anniversary yesterday on th enext post

anyway guys keep on reading my posts i’ll be here

-StupidPiano

In the Christmas Spirit

this year christmas is going to be different

maybe because of my sexiutiful girlfriend Stephanie

point is i love this

it’s actually going to be a cold christmas

and not only that but some people are actually very grateful this year

people are in the christmas spirit DDD

i feel extreme amount of happiness this year

i’m extremely grateful for my adorable beautiful sexy girl Stephanie :3

for my awesome funny cool and fun and caring friends

for this cold great amazing weather

idk i’m just5 actually in the christmas mood this year

i got like 5 friends of mine presents and i still have money left

but im thinking of wasting the rest on stephy :3

maybe some on the friends im missing ofcourse

but still im so happy i found the perfect girl that’s probably what makes this christmas the best christmas EVER! DDD <333

Merry Christmas to All!

I Love You All!

I Hope you enjoy your christmas hannukkah quanza whatever it is DDD

i know i will :3

Time for Change….

ok so my girl wants me to be strong…im not…

My friends have been needing protection lately….i can’t help out…

my girl wants me to carry her or give her  a piggy back….i cant…

the school and my mom want me to stop procrastinating and….but that’s me…

BUT GUESS WHAT?!

I believe it is time for me to finally change my ways..

my schedule of being myself was getting boring anyways

i’m gonna start doing more exercise more often, study more, do more homework, procrastinate less (hey i can’t stop it completely! i’ve been trying to prove that procrastinators can suceed too , and with these changes i can finally be of some use and i wanna change my shyness too

seems i’ve been pretty useless lately…

BUT NOW SUPER EMILIO…. ok no

BUT NOW I’M GOING TO BE APPRECIATED MORE!

A NEW ME WILL BE BORN! DDD

there’s always a time for change in life everyone needs it at some point

seems that i need it more than ever this year…i mean i barely passed last year and i’m paying for it this year and now i’m getting bad grades too :O i don’t wanna fail anything this year ANYTHING! that’s why i finally feel like chnage is the bes way i will nto change the way i am mentally but physically and maybe a little mental;ly but no more carnegie i don’t care if you’ll pay me 100 bucks! and no you will not get my phone any longer or my ipod! i need strength mentally and physically

maybe i should make a song about this…. NAH lol i should just stick to school

IM GOING TO COLLEGE!

IM GOING TO PASS THIS YEAR AND FIX LAST YEAR!

I WANNA BE RSPECTED! DDDD

TIME FOR CHANGE…..

Love Gate Re-entered! :D

ok so if u remember i wrote a poem (soon to be song) about how when u find your true love you both hold the key and enter the gate and if u two are in love forever and it’s true love then u’ll be inside forever well i think i finally found “the one” the girl ive been searching for i really feel like i love her and i love spending time with her and just talking to her the more time i pend with her the deeper in love i fall with her but right now the hole is so deep haha well anyway i hope she never steals my key cause i have trusted her to see the key i’ve been hiding for a wile anyway i love my Stephy (idk how many smilies i’ve put on this lol) and i hope we end up together forever <3 i hope to stay inside the love gate forever :3

The Love Gate, Love won’t Let me Through

There’s a gate for love, true love
a key is needed to pass
it’s usually never open
but when it is…the guards are calmly waiting
I’ve seen everyone enter
so i wonder “why can’t i?”
because i’m part of the rest of the group of people
I have been teased to be allowed to enter
but as soon as i realize it’s a trick
I am immediately kicked out
Now i’ve seen the inside
once, twice or maybe three times
i would enjoy staying inside
for the rest of my life
but now i’m beginning to doubt
this gate and this place are non-existent
Everytime i would hold the key…
and i was this close to enter..
this close to finally unlock the gate…
I would get robber
the key would no longer be in my hand
even when i had it very securely hidden..
in a secret compartment..
it would get robbed!
it would get stolen!
the key would no longer be in my hand
I have learned to get rid of the key…
or atleast hide it..
somewhere only i know…
and it will remain there
until i find the right person
because i have discovered the only way..
to enter with the key…
is if you share the key…
with the one who cares…
the one who you need and needs you…
“the one” meant for you…
but sometimes i wonder
if i’ll ever enter again
and when i do
i hope i could stay…
the guards are frustrating me…
with the rules i must follow…
but until i find the right one…
the one trustworthy enough for me…
i’ll keep the key hidden…
i’ll remain outside waiting…
outside of…
THE LOVE GATE

this is a poem i wrote in like 5 minutes during ms. ruiz’ class i just had to let all these feelings about my love life out or else i probably would’ve been sad the rest of the day.. anyway people keep thinking it’s a song when it’s actually a poem but just to make all these people happy i’m going to make it a song and then post the song version here

Rap/Hip-Hop Parodies

I decided that i want to get three games this year Rockband 3, DJ hero 2, and Def Jam Rapstar. Now after watching some Def Jam Rapstar videos i realized that if i get it, i might learn how to be a better rapper, meaning taht will be able to make more parodies of Rapping because i kno i failed at the meinem parody for now because i can’t rap so i need to finish it but it’s hard since it’s sooooo long but if i get this game i might learn how to do it better and i’ll make more rapping/ hip-hop parodies!!! DD

Singing Missing

*sigh* i can’t stand this anymore i can’t believe i can not sing! i mean my dad can sing my brother can sing my sister can sing….why can’t i?,,,, how come i can write lyrics, make up songs on piano, and learn songs by ear, but i can’t sing?!
damn what’s the use of any of these talents withouth singing?
yeah i knoiw pointless post whatever i’m just saying….